About my ability

I have an ability that gives me access to information about the human body that is beyond the average reach of human perception.

With this ability I can see inside the human body. The vision can be on any level of magnification, starting from the same scale as if seen with eyesight, where larger structures can be seen. It also goes beyond the capabilities of eyesight, reaching greater magnification such as distinguishing the structure of tissue, and vision on a level that is cellular, and chemical with vision of molecules and atoms. It even reaches down to an even smaller scale, the vibration scale, which is inside atoms, where all things appear to be composed of electromagnetic waves, vibration, colorful movement.

My mind constructs these images by "feeling" that vibration, no matter on what scale of magnification the image will be. Interesting information is highlighted, and the image constructed is on the scales of magnification that show that information - sometimes combining more than one magnification at once.

The vision is in natural, actual color. Much of the inside of the body is in pink, orange and red tone. Images are three-dimensional and often perceived from many angles at once, from the front, behind, up, down, left and right at the same time. So images are not constructed from the sides that I am facing only. Although the inside of the body is dark, and a light source needs to be attached to optical instruments that are inserted into the body, my vision is bright and clear.

On the small scale of atoms and chemicals, things appear in interesting colors that are not the same as the colors we see when we look at chemicals with our eyes. It bothers me that chemistry molecule sets that are used to attach different colored atoms together to make three dimensional physical models of molecules are in different colors than what I see. In my vision, nitrogen is neon green, phosphorus deep blue, potassium light blue, hydrogen red. Carbon is black, argon is a kind of purple-red, calcium is a light blue (different shade of light blue than that of potassium). I have an internal spectroscope in my mind and can distinguish atoms around me by their color and feeling.

It is not just a picture, the vision is in real-time motion. I can watch the contractions and movement in organs and tissue, the flow of body fluids, and the movement and transportation of cells and chemicals.

My ability does not only give vision. The same vibration that is translated into visual information also reveals details of temperature variations in the body, pressure for instance from blood pushing against blood vessel walls, weight of structures which can be translated into an understanding of "amount", and sometimes even taste and scent.

Illness, such as cysts or pain, and other imperfections such as the presence of toxic substances in the body or nutritional deficiencies, are highlighted in my visual perception of the body, and appear as a feeling of "heavier" vibration, "darker areas", or as a feeling of "dissonance" in that area, and all parts of the body affected by the disease are highlighted together, even though many illnesses affect several separate parts of the body and on different levels of magnification. This is similar to but beyond magnetic resonance imaging used by the medical field to detect some forms of illness that show as darker areas on a photographic image. I do not have to look for diseases, they are already highlighted for me to see, with all the relevant structures and areas of the body shown together.

With my ability, I "see" by "feeling"

With the images also comes an understanding of what I am perceiving. I can understand the purpose of shapes and structure on larger scale such as bones and also on smaller scale as chemicals. I can read where things are headed in a transportation chain and how changes in the body will unfold. I detect many of what I call "precursors" for diseases that can be present before the problem has become severe enough to be considered an illness, such as breast cancer precursors, and the very common diabetes precursor.

Definitely this ability goes beyond just accessing information about the human body, and I am currently enjoying learning about the structure, senses and functions of insects with this ability. Just by looking at them.