How it works

I believe that the perceptions come about due to the combination of two unusual skills. The first being an enhanced sense of feeling that is able to detect what I understand as vibrational structures. I believe that this vibration is within atoms and all physical matter. This vibration is in the smallest scale of magnification, and any magnification of the images that I see are constructed from the felt perception of this small vibrational scale. 

Synesthesia
The second part of my ability is something we all have to some extent: synesthesia. The brain links many individual bits of information of different categories together, for instance when you learn to understand a flower all together by its shape, color, texture, scent. You then only need to experience the familiar scent and in your mind you might instantly become aware of its image and feeling through automatic learned association - even though you are not seeing it at that time. Much of this linkage is acquired by learning and experience. Persons with synesthesia produce linkages to a far greater extent than most, and ones that are not acquired through experience, and some that do not always "make sense". Interestingly some association is common among most people with synesthesia. For instance, most people with synesthesia, including myself, agree that the number 2 is orange. Don't you think so too? There are many different expressions of synesthesia, but to many, the world is full of color or of feeling associated to things. Some synesthetes experience a taste when they hear a sound or a word. The forms of synesthesia that I experience is mainly the one that I associate most things to a feeling of vibration that is a pattern or shape, such as Physics variables, and some things are associated to color, such as chemical elements, both of which I deal with plenty as a student.

It is thought that synesthesia leads to enhanced creativity as well as learning abilities. Personally I don't see how I could learn some of the physics equations without it. Physics equations might seem like boring and dull rows of black on white letters and facts, but to me, each variable comes alive as a felt shape and pattern and some also as colors. It helps me to associate to them and to understand what each is, to remember them and to apply them in new situations. So it is definitely helpful in learning. I had an experience recently where I had a hard time remembering to use (N lambda) in a certain equation, because I didn't understand why it had to be there. Suddenly I begun seeing N as green and lambda as yellow, and everytime I saw the equation where it needs to be used, I still did not remember (N lambda) but the color green with yellow beside it appeared in my mind and I knew that those colors and the way that they felt were those variables and now I never forget. Here it is,

Nlambda

I'm having great fun studying, because variables in equations, all written with the same black ink, come alive in vibrant colors on the paper itself! It makes it so much easier to memorize equations. Sequences of insignificant letters and numbers are easier when each component has its own role, color, shape and vibrational feeling and can be memorized in groups of colors. I don't know how well I'd be learning without color synesthesia. Here's one that I particularly like, because it is so easy to remember with these colors,
P=(hf)N

Another one I like, sinh, the hyperbolic sine is probably my favorite function right now, and it looks like this. I enjoy the way math and physics become shapes, and this one is a particularly beautiful shape with the color of deep pink with red.  

When I feel vibration in things this information belongs to the category of feeling, but through what I understand as synesthetic linkage I receive instant and automatic association of vision, structure, sometimes sound, taste, and scent, and also many other forms of understanding. The vibrational patterns that I feel in human tissues comes alive in my mind as visual images of organs and tissue, with felt understanding of pain and discomfort as the person feels it.

I was born with this ability, but at the age of 14 I came across a store where I saw a quartz crystal for the very first time. I was drawn to it without knowing what they were and it was love at first sight. I bought one and a book that taught how to use crystals. One of the exercises described how you can increase your sensitivity to crystals by spending time holding the tip of the quartz crystal over the palm of your hand until you feel something. I practised for days until one day I felt and saw a cool blue beam coming from the tip of the crystal. I got other types of crystals of different colors and spent time holding them in my hands and developed a sense of feeling that was distinct for each of them. Eventually I was so good at feeling the different crystals that I no longer felt a need to hold them, I would feel all of them just by knowing where they were. It wasn't long after that when I was surprised to sense a similar category of vision and feeling around one of our houseplants. And later in oranges at the store. Little by little, I came to perceive even the same type of color, vision and feeling from human bodies, and now I perceive health information in great detail.

The ability continues to grow stronger over time. The perceptions are generally not overwhelming or distractive. I enjoy learning about the fascinating things I see. The information perceived through this ability is not superimposed over my vision of the world through eyesight but is perceived only in my mind. I can by choice try to overlap my normal vision with this special vision to better search out health information.

When I encounter something that comes with a definite identity, such as pure calcium in a container, I learn to identify its feeling with its name and from then on when I come across the same feeling I connect it to its name. This way I build a growing library of words and names that help me describe to others what I am seeing.

The medical health perceptions are often very specific and detailed, and often I can not confirm them by what I see when I look at the person with my ordinary eyesight and I have doubt in what I've perceived, but still, so far, I have not had a single verified incorrect perception! Most of the time my ability works on its own without any effort from me, just like when you see a page with written text you read the words whether you choose to or not and it is hard not to read it since it's there. I can also choose to search for information. See this page on Observations made with my ability, where I now write down the specific things that I see with my ability and keep a score on correct, incorrect, and undetermined accuracy of observations.

Chemical Color-Synesthesia
On the small scale of atoms and chemicals, I perceive things in interesting colors that are not the same as the colors we see when we look at chemicals with our eyes. It bothers me that chemistry molecule sets that are used to attach different colored atoms together to make three-dimensional physical models of molecules are in different colors than what I see. In my vision, nitrogen is neon green, phosphorus deep blue, potassium light blue, hydrogen red. Carbon is black, argon is a kind of purple-red, calcium a light blue (different shade of light blue than potassium). I have like an internal spectroscope in my mind that distinguishes atoms around me by their color and feeling. I have not confirmed whether this occurs only when I have prior knowledge about the chemical (which would make it nothing more than synesthesia) or whether I would be accessing information that is not accessible to ordinary senses of perception (which would be extrasensory perception). I have had some interesting experiences with this as well.

Hydrogen: H

I still do not perceive a color associated to every chemical element. To me, chlorine is a deep turquoise, and sodium is metallic gray yellow. I only need to see the abbreviated letter(s) of a chemical element in order for it to trigger the perception of the color. It is always the same color for the same chemical element. I am curious about perceiving sodium as yellow, since the actual color of its flame happens to be yellow, as in here and here. Sodium itself is a grey (alkali) metal but is rarely found in its pure metal form since it is highly reactive and occurs as the positively charged sodium ion in combinations with other negatively charged ions as ionic compounds, one of the more well-known being sodium chloride, table salt. In its ionic form the ionic compound tends to have white color, depending on the negative species. So there appears to be nothing yellow about sodium itself. But to me, when I look at or think of chemical elements, each has its distinct color that is not the same as the color we see with our eyes.

Each chemical element (a distinctly different type of atom) is unique and they can be distinguished or identified in science by using spectroscopic techniques. Electromagnetic radiation occurs to a wide range of frequencies, that is, how fast it is vibrating. Different frequencies make radiation very different and that is when we have its many expressions such as X-rays, ultraviolet radiation, visible light (colors), infrared (heat!), microwaves, all of which are electromagnetic radiation but only differ in frequency. What makes the chemical elements different from one another is the size of their nucleus, which enables a corresponding amount of electrons around it as well as electron distribution depending on the extent of the nucleus. In this way, each different chemical element such as carbon, sulfur, phosphorus or nitrogen although made of the same material, become different from one another. It is considered that it is this difference in electron distribution that is what essentially makes the elements distinguish from one another in their behavior and properties since it is at the electrons, not the nucleus, that most of the chemical properties take place. In fact, one can construct something called quantum dots in which it is possible to construct "atoms" without the nuclei just by use of artificially obtained electron distribution to mimic chemical elements and to obtain their reactivity and behavior.

When atoms are exposed to electromagnetic radiation, they absorb some of the radiation (photons) whose frequencies match what that particular atom or ion can absorb, different for each species. These absorbed photons are collected in the atom and later re-emitted. When a detection instrument is used to record the photons that were absorbed and then re-emitted by the atoms in a chemical sample it produces a unique and distinct emission spectrum that displays on a graph what frequencies of light were absorbed/re-emitted by the chemical sample. For pure samples (that are not mixtures) these emission spectra produce "fingerprints" that help to identify what atoms were in the sample.
Here is the emission spectra that is specific to sodium: yellow sodium emission spectra. Not only is the visible flame of sodium yellow, so is its emission spectra.
Some of the other emission spectra of chemical elements are somewhat reminiscent with my perception of them also. It might be a coincidence, or due to something else. Here is hydrogen - it is red!
I perceive nitrogen as green. Its emission spectra has quite a bit of blue-green in it, but also red that I do not perceive.
I perceive oxygen as colorless, perhaps because most of its emission lines are on a high frequency that would be difficult to translate into color? (Because the human eye perceives visible color only up to a certain high frequency.)
Silicon I perceive as a grey-blue, which is consistent with its emission spectra again if you disregard the red lines.
To me sulfur is yellow-orange.
To me argon is purple-red or brown-red, and its emission spectra is with the exception of one strong line, definitely not that.
The potassium emission spectra is very consistent with the light-blue that I see.
To me calcium is a blue and again I do not perceive the red in it at all.
The emission spectra of some chemical elements seem consistent with the color I perceive with them, whereas for others there seems to be no correlation.

Tribute to Aluminum trichloride

My perception of Aluminum trichloride is very beautiful. I perceive each individual type of atom in its own way, but sometimes for molecules, the combination of atoms yields a different color and feeling that I perceive of the atoms than if the atoms were on their own. Do I see the color of each atom side by side, a mixture, or something entirely new? Usually I see the colors in a molecule side by side, but sometimes they interact and blend into something new. I see carbon as black and oxygen as transparent or high blue, but carbon dioxide I see as black with red. Aluminum trichloride is without doubt the most beautiful perception on the level of chemistry that I've ever come across.

It is most probably the case of color- and felt-vibration synesthesia, since I have never seen Aluminum trichloride "in person". I know nearly nothing about it and all I've come across was the name written on paper. That was all it took for me to perceive it in color and feeling. These perceptions come about on their own without my effort or choice of doing so. The aluminum in it I perceive as a wonderful soft light-metallic color. Its appearance isn't solid but consists of dense shimmer. It also feels extremely slippery. Next to it are the chloride atoms, and to my surprise they are yellow! I perceive chlorine on its own as turquoise. But alongside aluminum, chloride was yellow without as much as a hint of turquoise, blue, or even green. It is a soft yellow and slightly darker toward the outer edges where it is further away from the aluminum. In the actual molecular structure of Aluminum chloride, the aluminum atom is in the middle and surrounded by chloride ions.

My experience of color- and felt-association to chemical elements reminds me of synesthesia. Persons with synesthesia can have quite rich experiences of things that wouldn't normally be experienced, perception that aren't accessed directly from information gathered from the surroundings, but that are linked to in the brain, forming additional sensory experience. I am quite taken by my experience of aluminum trichloride, it is without question the most pleasant synesthetic chemical experience I've had so far. I was pleasantly surprised to find out that aluminum trichloride is yellow in reality! I did not know its actual color when I had my first perception of it.

Aluminum trichloride is very beautiful: AlCl3

When I read the abbreviation of lithium (Li) I experience color association. Lithium has a combination of colors: greens, yellow, and a grey metallic. The feeling and color is very similar to the way I experience sodium, which is nice since these are related chemical elements. Lithium

The word or concept of Argon produces one of the most interesting color-associations, Argon

Chloride ion is always the same turquoise: Cl

It is not an impossibility that atoms could be distinguished by virtue of a color that is perceived in them. Spectroscopic instruments do this every day. The question is is it possible for a human being to somehow feel or access by their own sensory means to detect and to distinguish chemical elements in the way that I have described, or is it just the case of a synesthetic experience? My paranormal claim that I investigate relates to medical perceptions, which builds in part on my experience of chemical perception, but I am only looking into the correlation of health information at the moment. This could be the case of synesthesia, especially since when I look at the chemical symbols written on paper I will perceive their corresponding color even though the chemical itself is not there, also my perception from actual physical samples could arise after I have prior knowledge of what the sample is. I have experienced thinking that I've accurately perceived clues about the identity of unknown chemical samples by feeling into them and perceiving color and structural information, without knowing what the compounds were! In one of my chemistry lab courses each student was assigned with four unknown chemical compounds to use instrumental and chemical methods to identify the exact structure and identity of the compound. Each student had different compounds and I assure you I did not know what they were when I received them. One of mine turned out to be biphenyl (which smells like roses!), and before I had identified it I felt into it and perceived the shape of two connected phenyl groups. Two of my four were nitrogen compounds, and I strongly perceived the bright neon green nitrogen in each of them before I had them identified by ordinary means.
Simple test set-ups could tell me whether this is only the case of synesthesia or whether I would be accessing actual chemical information and take care of that curiosity. For the time being I focus on investigating the medical perceptions.

I need to mention that my color and feeling vibration association or synesthesia toward chemical elements does not interfere with the way I work with chemistry (I am a Chemistry major at college). It is in fact the opposite, many students strongly dislike Chemistry and many who I've spoken with say that it is because they can't really see what they are working with and everything is on such a small scale and out of reach. I on the other hand have a rich experience and find the work enjoyable, and I am sure this can only be of benefit. I do not assume any form of correlation or basis in reality for my subjective association of color and vibrational information from chemicals and my performance in a chemistry laboratory is solely based on conventional knowledge from classes and textbooks. The only time and place where I can express my experience of association or perception is as a source of inspiration for new ideas for my own future research projects which then of course will go through the conventional scientific method of assessment. *Image of AlCl3 borrowed from www.biztrademarket.com I am sure they won't mind.

Vibrational algebra

I can do something I call Vibrational algebra with the vibrations that I perceive. In everything I perceive a vibrational aspect, which is like a sense of structured feeling associated to things, that to me somehow captures the essence of things. And by relating to that felt vibrational aspect I can translate it to understand many other aspects of things as well such as color and properties. But I can also process the perceived vibrational aspects further to make predictions that are not occurring at that time. I can combine distinct perceived vibrational aspects in my mind to obtain resulting vibrational aspects, in a process that is similar to calculations or algebra, by superimposing the individual components and having them merge on their own in the ways that vibrational information does. If I add two vibrational aspects I can observe how they combine to see the resulting effect that it predicted to occur if the objects they describe were to be combined in real life. For instance if I combine my perception of the vibrational aspect of a human being with my perception of the vibrational aspect of a medicine, I perceive the vibrational aspect of the medicinal effects that I then translate back into corresponding physical significance. That would be addition of vibrational information.

I can also do subtraction of vibrational information to find an unknown. If I superimpose the vibrational aspect of a disease with the vibrational aspect of the healthy state, I can do a subtraction to obtain the vibrational aspect of the cure. I can combine vibrational aspects in my mind to see how they interact. Everything from physical things like people, foods, or chemicals, to radiation, temperature, pressure, everything has a vibrational aspect and can be included in my calculations. This is how I relate to things. This is not part of what my sense of reality or information processing is otherwise, and the only thing I express from my perception that is in terms of vibrations into the real world, are interesting scientific research hypotheses, which then of course will go through the very same conventional screening process as any scientific ideas regardless of what inside a scientist's head it was that inspired them. From my vibrational calculations I have lots of research ideas, most of them deal with using light structures in medicine.

Here is a video about Daniel Tammet who has an amazing talent in performing complex numerical calculations in his mind by being able to relate to numbers in terms of color and shapes, that then interact in his mind as colors and shape to produce the answers, as colors and shapes, that he can translate back into numbers. It reminds me of how I perceive things in terms of vibrations, color and feeling, and what I call Vibrational algebra in which I combine the vibrational aspect of things to produce a resulting vibration that I then translate back into physical significance. This is how I can predict the effects that combining physical things would have, or come up with the hypothesis of what would cure or change a certain health problem for example. This video gives an idea of what it is almost like when I perceive in vibration. It is very interesting.
Begin watching 5 minutes and 20 seconds into the video. Daniel Tammet - The Boy With The Incredible Brain [4/5]
(I provide this link on my website without having specific permission to do so if permission is needed.)
I am however not a savant, like Daniel Tammet is, that is, I do not have an exceptional skill in remembering information. To memorize, I sit and study and repeat just like most of us do.
My apologies to Daniel by the way, since in an e-mail to him I told him that to me, he is the number 37, because in it, 3 is yellow and 7 is green, and 7 is a tall number and 37 has the same shape as what I perceive about him, and in another interview with him I found later Daniel says that to him... 37 is lumpy. Like oatmeal. Sorry! Maybe synesthetes shouldn't talk to each other! 

And then there's the transformation.
Where you open your mind,
and break the spell.
That so many people are under.
The hypnotic spell,
of seeing the world in a certain way.
And when you realize,
or when you start to transform, you realize,
a staggering fact,
which the cutting edge of science
is now beginning even to identify,
that this world,
we think is physical,
is an illusion.
It's an illusion.
There is no "out there",
in terms of physical things that we perceive out there.
What is out there are just frequency fields,
which we are decoding
into a holographic reality.
That only exists in our minds.
-
David Icke